I feel you…

-Depeshe mode

You know when you’ve found it because you know when they take it away.
-Damien Rice

Strange voices are saying….
-Cruel Summer.
[That is for my stoner sister]

[“Ohhhh Blame the fuckin Bananrama on me why dont ya!” The Brittstar.]

Think like cocaine,Think like knives and insomnia,think like a felon,think like a bullet,Still like a chalk out line and your life is the crime,Walk like you are fire proof and fifty feet tall,Sneer like Sid and shock like Nancy,Dogtown is “just a kiss away” crooned Mick while Keith got High and I grumbled about Rock and Roll Dennys closing down.

[“Whatever you do” She croons irony twice removed barely related “Dont tell anyone” I flinch and she looks away]

My mind is waking up and gettin sharp on the sleeze and “I will NE-VAH go back!!!” [The Scarlett O’ Hara of rock…] I will run from small towns till I am dragging stumps.I will also make enough money to go into therapy about this shit when I am in my Fat Elvis white jumpsuit faze.

Sin is sitting on the sofa of doom.We just never made it to bed last nite.Oh lala! What are ya gonna do???…strange days in -deed.She bestowed a huge Wendy O Williams patch on me last nite [Totally breaking my black heart with her fine boned kindness] that is now gracing the back of my feral Illicit hoody [ Miss Sophia,If you are reading this …My rockin ass would be more than happy to endorse your most awsome product….Heheheh….Hook me up and give Mr Craft a big kiss while you are at it…..]

If I hear anymore about how great our new DVD is I am gonna go nuts! No fair! Want a copy NOW! Not that I am gonna drag myself of the Sunset strip for a while.Driving down the PCH at one in the morning “Deliverance” by my lauded COC blaring…What can I say? Depravity suits me….Its got my number and it keeps me mean.That is where and how I am needed.

[“She was the one who said that Rollins was amazing in bed…” I choked on an ice cube as she slid by me Buxom and raw.]

The B* and Sin are surrounded by stunning women at all times and they all flirt with me and I blush like a tool,I am rusty as all hell!.I am the ten year old boy with a slingshot to the B*’s beauty Zoo.Not that I am complaining!!!! I love having hot women around me all the time.I just gotta get my chops up again.I feel like I may as well have a peice of fuckin straw haging outta my mouth right now.The country cousin down from the sticks…it will pass.Its all falling away with every hour I exhale smog and grinning malice, reading porn mags on the floor covered in dog hair and happy fatigue.Maggie is a big olde collie somthing cross and she bumps me when I stop petting her.3D is a manicial pug who looks like he could explode at any moment….I walked in last nite and Sin was holding his happy little self buy the loose skin on his back.I swear that they were BOTH laughing.

She says this is the Boonies but I dont think that its that bad at all.I would be happy living in a trailer in Reseda right now so whadda I know?.Its a mexican enclave so I go the the Vons and smile like a goof at the 99 cent prayer candles and soap mamgizine with their lurid spanish headid lines in pastel pink.There is a psychic down the block and the gringos fog up the window of the laundrymat as Britt glides by,blond as an angel.I am dressing like a gangbanger and they dont know what the hell to make of this spacy white girl who wants to be a beaner.Kakkis hangin low, wife beater,Rosary beads and proud ink.Beanie and bandanna.Think of a cross between Mike Muir and Tim Arrmstrong with tits and you would be on your way.

Yes,I scare myself…..

All I know is that I am running round with out a jacket and the livin is easy.

Sooooo….MOTLEY FUCKIN CRUE AT THE FUCKIN FORUM!!!!!!!!

*gasp*

Ok …I am fine…breathe…. I am now drinking far tooo much Sprite.Gross.Its the B*s new thing.She has been out cold all day.I think that i am gonna hang back tonite friday nite and all.I am gonna be wasted by sun down…maybe not…I am making up for lost time in the black leather cowboy hat that Gene gave me before I left BC…..I SO shoulda been here when they played The Key Club at xmas…still shitty bout that.

Delux has been writing me so I guess that he does miss my addled ass up in stonersville.He is sending me a pack so i cant wait to plaster stickers everywhere.

It was ALL about seeing GWAR at The Key Club on my 1st nite back.No one else could have done such a tasteless tribute to Lacy peterson and fetus involving slime.I bow to their glory.The B* and her guardian Angel Sach beaming at me.Me and her sending vibes back to the beloved punk boys of our youth.Some curly headed metal boy and his friend bailing me up and telling me that I looked like a Girl version of Dime.I asked them if it was because of how I was dressed or my pink Goatee.They looked confused so I thanked them for the mega compliment and let them off the hook.Irony and the average septic are not the best mix……Bless em.

Sins Husband, 3, has been squiring me to a few shows and its been rad.[Tommy-speak!] Lotsa emo screamo “My Mom-My dad…” So-cal tom foolery.These lanky lads should spend more time on their choops than seeing how cool they look jumping off the drum riser before the chorus [Miow!] Well Fuck!!! You want that I lie!?? The crowds here are so up for it and the bands are lazy because of it.Y’all know what its like back home…everyone in the room who has never seen you before has to be converted by force.Lemmme at this shit!!! Stand in line for mucho wah fuckage of the 1st degree!

In other news I snapped my tooth yesterday.Fuckin dentists…Oh well,Keef looked well dodgy for years on the teeth fron and lets not get into his highness Duane Peters.I will live.House fulla decks so I will end up injured sooner or later.Who give a fuck! I just cant wait to get ink….sigh…the B* has been taking monster good care of me.So lucky! Its like having a rock trainer to get me back into the ring! No shit…she saw me go tooo low.

Its the Tribe that you make oh mighty Sikfuks.Thats where the love lies and the arms fold around you no questions asked.

Roll with it cause it will roll you when the wheels fall off the fucker and at your darkest hour thats all that you can really ask.

Y’all do it for me and I thank you.

I have now met someone who Shagged Sir Hank. Color me tickled.

Writing like a motherfucker and here comes album no 4#.

3 is starting a new band so as soon as he is running with that and I suss out who is the real deal here I will start posting links.I bet that Delux did NOT miss this!

Bound by sound and sik for life….
SF4L
Michele